Smooth Jayy

weaponizing my pain,

tears hide through the rain,

love lost never gained,

all I did now just in vain,

longing for a remedy,

in this cold vicinity,

losing my agility,

not using my ability,

been feeling berated and isolated,

at times hated and unappreciated,

if it costs to make me…

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how long does it take?

in need of a break,

too many mistakes,

can i start over?

i ask the Lord for a sign,

how could i be so blind?

been wondering is it my time,

really been losing my mind.

unappreciated and overlooked,

they forgot i’m the one who…

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Working hard for my dream, must keep it to myself cause not everyone is who they seem.

Many days I was enraged trying to understand why I couldn’t put my thoughts on the page.

Lately I haven’t been feeling no one, my heart, pandemic and too much sun.

Been praying…

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Smooth Jayy

Smooth Jayy

God Fearing Young-Adult Writer/Poet. My work consists of Passion, purpose and patience. Put your hands on these words and feel what I’m saying.