I’m giving up for good not much left for me to do or say, I wish things were different but I don’t think you’ll ever change, it sucks because all I wanted to do.. was give my heart to a real one, and I thought it was you.. It’s been…

It’s hard, when the thing we’re told to do for the things we want is what we must not do if it’s not good for us. Confusing right? I never understood it until recently. …

how long does it take? in need of a break, too many mistakes, can i start over? i ask the Lord for a sign, how could i be so blind? been wondering is it my time, really been losing my mind. unappreciated and overlooked, they forgot i’m the one who wrote the book, when the tables gon turn? have all my bridges done burn? i really gave it my all, i remember the days you would call, picked you up when you’d fall,

Working hard for my dream, must keep it to myself cause not everyone is who they seem. Many days I was enraged trying to understand why I couldn’t put my thoughts on the page. Lately I haven’t been feeling no one, my heart, pandemic and too much sun. Been praying so long that my knees could bleed. But all I can do is trust and believe. It feels so good to relieve the truth, I pray it helps someone get through.

Letting go of the wants to make room for my needs, watching every move that I make that could plant a seed, mistaken my kindness as weakness so I’m removing my deeds, faking that you spiritual cause you do a couple of reads. Gave you the best of me but…

You have to prepare yourself for everything. At any given time someone can betray you and what you do with that betrayal will be what defines you. Learn to let go of what you’re afraid to lose. Unfortunately they will always hold you accountable for the treacherous conditions they put…

As I embark on the final days of my 21st year, I think about all I have learned, all I have accomplished, all I have lost and all I have gained. The women I have encountered, the friendships I’ve lost, the brotherhood I have fostered and the self love I…

You spent all that time in the library but still have yet to learn not to judge a book by its cover. I’m slicing every “frenemy” that was a friend to me till my enemies are no longer one another.. Found myself stuck in gaze, heart racing through a maze…

Dear Kobe it’s been a full year since you passed and honestly it still feels so surreal. My grind, my competitiveness, my passion came from watching you devote your life to your craft. The countless hours, the precision and focus, the sacrifices. You embodied more than the average and you worked as if you weren’t one of the elites. Your very words helped me in my darkest hour. You inspired me to give my all and never feel ashamed for doing so. To always do what I love, and love what I do. Finding the solution within the struggle and grasping knowledge from all aspects of life. Unfortunately your life was cut short at out expense, but God had other plans for you. Thank you for everything you left behind to us all and I pray that we can become the greatest version of ourselves as you did!