Note 2 self..
You’re not where you want to be but you’re where you need to be at this very moment. God is preparing you for a life that you couldn’t even imagine. Your heart has been shattered, your name has been lied on and your back has been stabbed. But guess what? You’re still here which means that your journey has only begun and you must stay the course at all costs. Your patience has not gone unnoticed. When you’re born into this thing called life, they never give you a detailed script of how life is supposed to be because their is none. It’s okay to fail, it’s okay to cry and it’s okay to feel lost, but what you can’t do is quit. Don’t quit on God, your goals but most importantly yourself. The pressure you face is the diamond being made within you. Let go of the pain you have carried for so long and remember the ones who stuck by you when you felt inadequate. Despite the drought, never give up on love but understand that you’re a King and don’t need to settle. What’s in store for you is greater than the obstacles you face. It’s easier said than done but it’s something you have to conquer. You’re in competition with nobody so stay at your own pace and never rush anything you do.
When you make it, their will be a lot of people who will say things like, “I’ve always loved you, I always believed in you”. God showed you the genuine people in your life who has always stood by you. Remember that you can lose all that you earn at any given time so never take for granted what you get. But also enjoy everything you get while it is still in your presence because nothing in this life is guaranteed. Despite how rough things can be with family, love them unconditionally and forgive them when they hurt you because when they leave this earth they won’t ever come back. Learn to appreciate the hard times and live life with no regrets. Everything we do in this life is a lesson or a blessing. Limits like fear are often just an illusion so never put them on yourself.