Smooth Jayy

weaponizing my pain,

tears hide through the rain,

love lost never gained,

all I did now just in vain,

longing for a remedy,

in this cold vicinity,

losing my agility,

not using my ability,

been feeling berated and isolated,

at times hated and unappreciated,

if it costs to make me feel agitated,

who knew you would be so obligated…



how long does it take?

in need of a break,

too many mistakes,

can i start over?

i ask the Lord for a sign,

how could i be so blind?

been wondering is it my time,

really been losing my mind.

unappreciated and overlooked,

they forgot i’m the one who…



Working hard for my dream, must keep it to myself cause not everyone is who they seem.

Many days I was enraged trying to understand why I couldn’t put my thoughts on the page.

Lately I haven’t been feeling no one, my heart, pandemic and too much sun.

Been praying…



Smooth Jayy

Smooth Jayy

God Fearing Young-Adult Writer/Poet. My work consists of Passion, purpose and patience. Put your hands on these words and feel what I’m saying.